Once in a While

Last night was tons of fun. Grant i and i went out to eat at a local greek restaurant. Then we walked down to the capitol. Saw and Jerod and sabrina and nate and jesse and another couple.i forget who, but talked to jerod and sabrina for a bit then went to find noe and the guys/girls. SPent the rest of the night talking to boomer and Sean. Those guys are uber fun. The music was wonderful, the fireworks, breathtaking, and maybe i might have developed a new crush? or just remembered an old one. If there's one thing that needs to be made clear in this journal, it's that i develop crushes faster than anyone, but luckily i've learned my lesson, and i'm not going to become obsessive. In a few days i leave for Europe, so if anything ever happens, it'll have to be afer that. 

I know i'll never major in music, i don't think i care enough to do that. I think maybe i'll drop french and take anatomy, or ap psych and then go into forensic science or criminal psych. that sounds way more interesting that teaching music for the rest of my years. i'm not sure if i even want to play and instrument in college. maybe not, but that would be a huge scholarship loss if i didn't. i did get a 30 on my ACT! so that'll prolly get me some money too...? poop college is coming up and i don't know what to do...

hahahahaha, i'm such a fool in love. good thing i'm not in love or in the idea of love anymore. i feel rather settled, but like i can't give people what they need. it's hard trying to be friends with a lot of people, and i can't mix them together because they'll bitch about eachother later, and i don't want to hear that. some of my closer friends have been slipping away, and i kind of just let them. idk why i'm not trying, maybe it's that they told people i was dating that one guy and i feel like if i am friends with them, it won't amount to anything anyways, because i can barely trust them. 
I'm starting to wonder if i have slight feelings for one of my better friends. but i can't do that cause that would be stupid.

in 2005 i...(had the fucking worst year ever)
{x} broke a promise
{x} made a new friend
{x} fell in love
{x} fell out of love
{x} done something you swore never to do
{x} lied
{} stole
{x} went behind your parents back
{x} cried over a broken heart
{x} disappointed someone close
{x} hidden a secret
{x} pretended to be happy
{} got arrested
{} kissed in the rain
{x} slept under the stars
{} kept your new years resolution
{x} forgot your new years resolution
{x} met someone who changed your life
{} met one of your idols
{x} changed your outlook on life
{x} sat home all day doing nothing
{x} pretended to be sick
{} left the country
{x} almost died
{x} given up something important to you (someone)
{x} lost something expensive
{x} learned something new about yourself
{x} tried something you normally wouldnt try and liked it
{x} made a change in your life
{x} found out who your true friends were.
{x} made a total fool of yourself
{x} met great people
{} enjoyed your year to the fullest no matter how weird, crazy, stupid, or abnormal you looked while doing it

ipod nano, total surprise...i'm so happy yoou have no idea...
now i have to figure out how to use it...

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92% percent of the teen population would be
dead if Abercrombie and Fitch or Hollister
said it wasnt cool to breathe anymore.


Repost this if you are one of the 8% who
would be laughing your ass off.

so, i decided i really don't want school to end. I've been spendiing all day thinking and i hate where my mind takes me these days. I'd like too say that my choices are keyword: MY choices. if you don't agree with them tell me but then get over it. don't go behind my back saying shit, say it to my face. I think i can handle it by now. sorry, most of the people who read this aren't the ones i'm talking to.
I have one more test and then i'm completely done with school for a while, kind of depressing. I will miss you guys, even though we prolly will see eachother sometime over break.

I'm walking in the shadows of your past
and they haunt me to my bed each night
consume me in my slumber
and awaken me in the dawn light
watch me as i try not to faulter

Body: start with 100% and then take away 1% for everything you've done on this list and then repost with the % you have left.

-Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
-Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
-Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
-Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
-Been to prom.
-Cried at school.
-Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
-Went streaking.
-Given a lap dance.
-Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.


-Smoked.
-Drank alcohol.
-Cried when someone died.
-Been drunk.
-Had sex.
-Been to a concert.
-Given a handjob/gotten a handjob.
-Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob.
-Been verbally sexually harassed.
-Verbally sexually harassed somebody.


-Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
-Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
-Kissed a stranger.
-Hugged a stranger.
-Went scuba diving.
-Driven a car.
-Gotten an xray.
-Hit by a car
-Had a party.
-Done drugs.


-Played strip poker.
-Got paid to strip for someone.
-Ran away from home.
-Broken a bone.
-Eaten sushi.
-Bought porn.
-Watched porn.
-Made porn
-Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
-Been in love.


-Frenched kissed.
-Laughed so hard you cried.
-Cried yourself to sleep.
-Laughed yourself to sleep.
-Stabbed yourself.
-Shot a gun.
-Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
-Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
-Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
-Watched an animal die.

-Watched a person die.
-Had sex and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
-Pranked somebody.
-Put somebody in the hospital.
-Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
-Kissed somebody of the same sex.
-Dressed punk.
-Dressed goth.
-Dressed preppy.
-Been to a motocross race.


-Avoided somebody.
-Been stalked.
-Stalked someone.
-Met a celebrity.
-Played an instrument.
-Ridden a horse.
-Cut yourself.
-Bungee jumped.
-Ding dong ditched somebody.
-Been to a wild party.


-Got caught stealing something.
- Kicked a guy in the balls.
-Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a someone.
- Went out with your friend's crush.
-Got arrested.
-Been pregnant.
-Babysat.
-Been to another country.
-Started your house on fire.
-Had an encounter with a ghost.


-Donated your hair to cancer patients.
-Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd to be asked out by.
-Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
-Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
-Sat on your ass all day.
-Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
-Had a job.
-Gotten cut from a sports team.
-Been called a whore.
-Danced like a whore.


-Been mistaken for a celebrity.
-Been in a car accident.
-Been told you have beautiful eyes.
-Been told you have beautiful hair.
-Attemted suicide.
-Been raped.
-Raped somebody.
-Slept for over 24 hours.
-Danced in the rain.
-Been rejected

You Are a Bright Christmas Tree

For you, the holidays are all about fun and seasonal favorites. You are into all things Christmas, even if they're a little tacky.

Your Christmas Stocking Will Be Filled With Little Wrapped Presents

You've made Santa a very happy fellow this year. Don't worry - what happens at the North Pole stays at the North Pole!

so, lately i haven't really updated on what's going on i my life. so here are some updates:
school- i have 1 day left, like the rest of you, and then the 1 tests on wednesday and thursday, just so i have a chance of having all a's and a-'s and a+s, i have 4 a+s, 2 a-s 1 b and 1b+
band-pretty good, i'm ready for a break from it. I tried writing a bass part tonight, harder than i thought.
family- i get to see a lot of my extended family this sunday at my grandma's house on x-mas eve. should be exciting. and then i see my moms side of the family on christmas day.

You are 'The North Wind is Tossing the Leaves'!
Aha! An antipodean! And one who is alert
enough to know that there are actually
Australian Christmas carols written by someone
other than Rolf Harris. Christmas for you is
about the Summer holidays - you've never
forgotten the long weeks of beaches, sunburn,
iceblocks and cricket from when you were a
child. Whether your family does roast turkey
and plum pudding, seafood salads and icecream
cake, or lasagne, cottolette and panettone, by
Boxing day everyone will be dozing in front of
the airconditioning, watching the Test Match or
playing with their new toys. And the extra
special thing about Christmas in the Southern
hemisphere? When the children get up at dawn
to open their presents, dawn is 5am...


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Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In January I bought porn for chicadee_08 (-10 points). In September I got in line at the supermarket at the same time as someone else and I didn't yield (-8 points). Last week I turned meluvpixiestix in for eating carbs (3 points). Last Saturday I caught a purse-snatcher who stole mood_rings17's purse (30 points). Last Friday I punched jackass450 in the arm (-10 points). Overall, I've been nice (5 points). For Christmas I deserve a toy train! Sincerely, blond_band_nerd

Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username:

Your Christmas is Most Like: A Very Brady Christmas

For you, it's all about sharing times with family. Even if you all get a bit cheesy at times.

Your Christmas Song Is

Santa Baby Santa cutie, and fill my stocking with a duplex And cheques Sign your 'x' on the line Santa cutie, and hurry down the chimney tonight You're a bit of a greedy kid this Christmas... You'd like for Santa to be your personal sugar daddy!

You Are Socks!

Cozy and warm... but easily lost. You make a good puppet.

Find the second letter in your first name......

A-Beautiful
B-Ugly
C-Pretty
D-Jewish
E-Gorgeous
F-Hot
G-Boyish
H-Preppy
I-Girly
J-Gothic
K-Punky
L-Popular
M-Slutty
N-Nerdy
O-Retarded
P-Gay
Q-Lesbian
R-Sexy
S-Lesbian
T-Emo
U-Christian
V-Wonderful
W-Geeky
X-Bitchy
Y-Under-appreciated
Z-Over-appreciated


Now the second letter in your last name......

A-Slut
B-Bitch
C-Boy
D-Obsesser
E-Sex machine
F-Retard
G-Girl
H-Jew
I-Geek
J-Goth
K-Nerd
L-Motherfucker
M-Whore
N-Crackwhore
O-Beauty Queen
P-Punk
Q-Queen
R-Alcoholic
S-Princess
T-Fucker
U-Asshole
V-Jackass
W-Babe
X-Scaredy-cat
Y-Coward
Z-Chocoholic

Now...What's Your Fav. Color......

Red- Who Likes It In The Butt
Blue- Who Will Do Anything For Crack
Orange- Whos Good With My Hands
Yellow- Who Wants To Have Sex With You
Green- Who Masterbates At Work
Pink- Who Looks At Porn 24/7
Purple- Who Will Rock Your World
Black- Who Likes Bondage
White- Who Will Do Anything Sex

NOW REPOST THIS SHIT WITH THE NAME & STATEMENT YOU GOT BEGINNING WITH "I am"

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if you want to know if he loves you so, it's in his kiss, that's where it is...

well, today i get to go embarass myself with my puny attempt at playing bass for sciba
it probably didn't help that i got like 3-4 hours of sleep, oh well, i'll get some coffee or something.
i want to be a fairy in real life, just to fly away sometimes
and i could really use a car...

http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/539645728

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

i am on the internet now, but i guess i am going to go watch gilmore girls, i will be back on around 5 if anyof you care to know that...

You Are The Stuffing

You're complicated and complex, yet all your pieces fit together. People miss you if you're gone - but they're not sure why.

You Are Broccoli Casserole Soda

Vegetarians taste better!

Your Thanksgiving Costume Is

Sexy Indian Maiden

Your Eyes Should Be Green

Your eyes reflect: Striking attractiveness and danger What's hidden behind your eyes: A vivid inner world

Your Heart Is Green

Love completes you, but that doesn't mean you seek it out. When love comes your way, you integrate it peacefully into the rest of you life. Your flirting style: Laid back Your lucky first date: Walking around aimlessly and talking Your dream lover: Is both enthusiastic and calm What you bring to relationships: Balance

Your Element is Metal

Your power colors: white, gold, and silver Your energy: contracting Your season: fall You are persistent (and maybe even a little bit stubborn). If you see something you want, you go for it. You have a lot of strength, and it's difficult to get you down. Very logical, you tend to analyze everything going on in your life.